Figuratively, of course!
My memory is easily triggered. Sounds, smells, tastes…almost anything can take me back to one point or another in my life.
Tonight, a sequence of events viciously threw me back into the past. It was quite unpleasant to say the least. Sometimes I wish I was cold-hearted. Sounds ridiculous, I’m aware of that. But [...]
Archive for November, 2009
Pulling the Trigger
Posted in Life...as I know it, tagged journal, Life, Personal, struggles, Thoughts on November 28, 2009 | 5 Comments »
I’m OK. Really, I am.
Posted in Thoughts that go through my crowded mind, tagged God, Life, Personal, Thoughts on November 23, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Every few months or so I just get kinda wrapped up in life and temporarily lose my mind. But really, I’m ok now.
Have I mentioned lately that God is good? Because He is. He’s so good!
Sometimes (ok more like 98.7% of the time) I feel really lost. Like I’m not really sure where my life [...]
This Heart Needs a Second Chance
Posted in Thoughts that go through my crowded mind, tagged Life, Personal, struggles, Thoughts on November 20, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I need healing. My heart is wounded and has been for such a long time. I don’t know if I’ve merely been opposed to any type of healing or if it simply has not come along yet. I want to ask God to care for me and tend to my broken heart, but it’s such [...]
Matters of the Heart
Posted in Life...as I know it, tagged health, Life, Personal, Random on November 17, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
So today I went to the doctor to try and figure out what is wrong with my heart. I had an EKG, a bunch of blood work and a ton of chest x-rays. The doctor said they’ll call me in a few days with the results. Hopefully, they figure out what is wrong with me [...]
Yay!
Posted in Thoughts that go through my crowded mind, tagged Life, Personal, Random, Writing on November 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I worked on my book for a solid hour and a half today. For those of you that don’t know, I’m kind of writing a book/putting finishing touches on it and have been for quite some time now. I hadn’t worked on it in a really long time. Months probably. So today I picked my [...]
Reality.
Posted in Life...as I know it, tagged Life, Personal, Random, Thoughts on November 15, 2009 | 1 Comment »
What’s the point? I mean really? I never seem to get anywhere anyways. 1 step forward, 2 steps back. Everyday. The same exact thing.
It’s frustrating. An endless cycle.
Simplify!
Posted in Life...as I know it, tagged burdens, College Life, direction, God, Life, Personal, Random, struggles, Thoughts, Writing on November 13, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Life is hard. That’s a fact. But what baffles me is when people do things to further complicate their lives. Seems counterproductive.
The last few days I’ve been thinking rather intently on how my life has developed and unfolded in the last few years and the only conclusion that I keep coming to is that there [...]
A Ruffled Mind Makes a Restless Pillow
Posted in Life...as I know it, tagged burdens, College Life, direction, Life, Personal, Random, struggles, Thoughts, Writing on November 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes I can’t sleep. It’s not because I’m not tired or can’t fall asleep. It’s because I often feel that I will miss out on life if I waste time off in dreamland. It’s not reasonable thinking by any means, I understand that, but I can’t help feeling this way. I have this desire to [...]
They Always Say Time Changes Things
Posted in Life...as I know it, tagged College Life, friendships, home, Life, love, Personal, Random, struggles, Thoughts, Writing on November 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I find myself daydreaming far too often. I could simply sit for hours and let my thoughts wander. I think about the future, I think about the present, but more often than not I think about the past.
I like to present myself as an individual who doesn’t dwell on the past or think too much [...]
We are His Portion and He is our Prize
Posted in Life...as I know it, tagged Bible, Christianity, College Life, God, grace, Jesus, Life, love, nature, outdoors, Personal, Random, Religion, spirituality, Thoughts, Writing on November 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Oh, How He loves us!
I’m daily amazed by creation. Nature is one of the most intriguing things to me. It is absolutely beautiful in Indiana this time of year. Fall is so pretty, the leaves have all changed colors, the weather is cooler, and there is just a certain smell in the air. It’s comforting.
I [...]
